i dont know.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

I HATE INDEPENDECE DAY!

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Sick

I thought I had Swine Flu

But I dont.

Thank God for that.

Dying of Swine Flu is kind of like the most sissiest way to die, that i can think of right now.

Chhi.

Phew.

and i found a photo online.

its disgusting but im going to put it up anyway.

Friday, August 07, 2009

After suffering for the majority of the last year with a diseased internet connection one that is more infamously known as BSNL broadband unlimited, I finally put my foot down and got it replaced with a TATA Indicom and suddenly the whole virtual world seems like a much better place..lightning fast and so easily accessible.

With a speed of 384 kb/ps and 1.5 mb/ps from 10 pm to 8 am and on sundays, I can safely assure myself that i can bid my sucky internet connection days a hearty goodbye.

It feels good to be back.

[sigh of relief]

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

A Guide To Recognizing Your Saints

Sometimes after experiencing a large part of the things that come our way, through all the decisions and in-decisions, the things we choose to do and those that we don't, all the loving and the hating, the right and wrong and the confusion between the two as to which is which, we search for our saints to guide us through, mostly, unintentionally.

And we usually end up recognizing our saints in the people we left way behind in our journey.

(maybe now that i've realized this, i'll look out for my saints.)

" A GUIDE TO RECOGNIZING YOUR SAINTS" (2006)

Dito Montiel

PS: Yes, Sambit, you were right. It's beautiful.

Sunday, May 03, 2009

Amor

It was one of those days... where it's a minute away from snowing, and there was this electricity in the air. You can almost hear it. And this bag was just... dancing with me, like a little kid begging me to play with it, for fifteen minutes. That's the day I realized that there was this...entire life behind things...and this incredibly benevolent force...that wanted me to know that there was no reason to be afraid...ever. Video's a poor excuse, I know, but it helps me remember. I need to remember. Sometimes there's so much beauty...in the world. I feel like I cant take it...and my heart...is just going to...cave in.

Sunday, March 08, 2009

Brain Hemorrhage- Thoughts spilled out.

It sucks that its not winter, cause i like winter. Most of the other kids from school love summer cause they get to go to the beach and get a tan and hang out with friends. i like the beach too, but only when its empty, when i sneak out and sit there by myself at night sometimes, especially in winter. When the cold wind that crashes onto the shore with the waves strike my face i love the feel of the raw chill against my skin like a thousand blazing knives cutting against it, yeah i love that. The other kids in school think I'm a weirdo, and maybe thats why i don't have any friends. I don't blame them, i know I'm weird. And besides i like to spend time on my own, or maybe I've just gotten used to it.

I like winter, because it's cold, cold like ice, cold like a stare that makes you feel clammy, cold like the left side of my mom's bed, cold like my toilet seat early in the morning, cold like me.

I used to have a dog when i was like eight.

He was called Thor. He got run over by a truck. I remember crying alot.

I go over to Mr. Walsh three times a week to do his gardening for him. He pays me ten dollars for it. He lets me have his home-made ham sandwiches and beer cause i told him my mom was cool with me drinking, and he actually believed it. He's kind of old and deathly afraid of garden lizards.

So you know nothing concrete about me do you?

Neither do i.

But the thing is i dont want to.

But you do.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

An Epic Discovery

Come to think of it the whole span of our entire school life was spent by Ram in Banabash.

Dig that.

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

Too Gorgeous To Title

ADAM GARCIA

HUGH GRANT

HUGH JACKMAN

BEN AFFLECK

GEORGE CLOONEY

HEATH LEDGER 1

HEATH LEDGER 2

DAVID BECKHAM 1

DAVID BECKHAM 2

DANIEL CRAIG 1

DANIEL CRAIG 2 (them eyes!)

JOHNNY DEPP 1

JOHNNY DEPP 2

JUDE LAW

KEANU REEVES

LEONARDO DICAPRIO

MATTHEW MCCONAUGHEY 1

MATTHEW MCCONAUGHEY 2

ALFRED HITCH-COCK (he he)

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Need More Yoga

Insecurity- one of the worst feelings possible.

And I have reached startling new heights of it because of unfathomable reasons.

I empathize with the Macbeth fellow.

Monday, December 01, 2008

All That Jazz

I'm all Jazz again.

I often say, "Jazz is like a Sedimentary Rock. It has layers. Every-time I listen to Jazz, I discover a new layer. That's why it never fades away, it leaves a mark, like them fossils on the Sedimentary Rocks."

Listen to Jazz.

I listen to Jazz.

Song: Hey Nineteen

Artist: Steely Dan