Hello Me.

the red light flickered on and off ...on and off...on and off...
every night it would do the same.
and i would watch it from my balcony
where i would hide and smoke the cigarette i stole from uncle Douglas.
Uncle Douglas has a friend called Styne.
He likes to dress up like a girl sometimes and when he does he calls himself Madame Vulgara Mascara.
They also have a dog...called "Cow"....they dyed the dog, blue,red and yellow one day.The dog is still blue, red and yellow.
i tried to save it but ultimately i failed.
Poor dog.
Uncle Douglas is out tonight with Styne (not Madame Vulgara Mascara)
i do not know when they will be back.
I never know when they're back.
thats why i'm hiding in the balcony behind the spare tires..smoking
the red light is still flickering on and off...on and off...on and off...

there's a cat in the alley below.
she's a house cat.
and she's called ginger(quite normal).
"Cow" is jealous of her.

***

The phone is ringing.
but i wont pick it up.
because i'm supposed to be asleep by now.
uncle douglas does that alot.
calls to check whether i'm alseep or not.
the first time he did this i picked up the phone as i was watching late night televsion.
he screamed at me.
i had hung up.
i never fell for it again.

alvin usually spends the night with me when i'm alone.
we smoke a joint together, listen to psychedelic music and get high.
but he's not here tonight.
thats 'cause he's dead.
he died last month in a bus accident.
he was going for a family vaccation to san antonia and the bus fell into a ditch or something.
they say he was too weak to survive so many injuries.
yeah...alvin was unusually thin.
i always told him to eat more.
never listened to me. that bastard.
and now look what he's done.
gone and killed himself.
some people are just stupid.

a lot of people die around me.
i've noticed.
my mah died when i was a child.
i just remember that she had beautiful soft hair that i used to play with.
then my dad died cause he used to drink too much.
then uncle douglas took me in.
after that grandma died (she was kinda old)
and then alvin.

i think uncle douglas is back.
i can hear Styne's boots jingling.
i better go to bed now.
the flickering red light is still going on and off....on and off....on and off.


[the characters :uncle douglas, styne and "cow" the dog and "ginger" the cat are all real live characters..]