Tomorrow's a Monday

you know i wonder why the bugs are always attracted to the light.
there are like a thousand bugs under the little yellow lamp in my room.
there were bugs last night as well under the same lamp. when i went to sleep last night i switched the lamp off and when i woke up in the morning i saw that all the bugs were lying dead under the lamp and then the maid came and swept them away. this woman is new and she's a bit wierd, but thats ok. the previous made ran away and got married and then her husband wanted money from her folks and they couldnt give it and so he left her at her folks place.that was about two months ago.she was still there till yesterday.now she's in the ESI hospital right next to my house 'cause she swallowed poison.

jim morrison says "our days are bright..
and filled with pain..."

i wonder whether the bugs know that they'll be dead before morning...you know what i think..i think they're aware of it and thats why they want to be around the light even if it artificial 'cause they'll be dead before sunrise...they wont be able to see the lightof the day anymore,thats why.
bugs bugs and more bugs..i also wonder why Bugs Bunny is named "Bugs"...

i found out yesterday that i like honey..yeah its wierd but thats ok. i like honey..there was a huge jar of honey lying on the table and i was drawn to it like some unknown force..and i tasted it, and it wasnt like i was tasting it for the first time but i really liked it, more than i had ever liked it. well i guess thats happens, you tend to like things a little more and a little less at different times of your life.

i'm going on a trip to the sunderbans for 3 days from the 8th to the 10th of december. its a compulsory school trip for the geography students.
my dad's paranoid and he thinks the sunderbans are really dangerous and he says he's going to talk to the principal about the security on the trip.yeah...he's wierd i know..but thats ok.

morrison says ..."is everybody in?
wake up!!.."

yeah yeah i'm awake.
awake.
shake the dreams from your hair he says.
[the monotonous drum beat continues with the occasional fill-ins]
imagine it.close your eyes and do it.

today.
rick's grandfather expired.
he was eighty-something.
went there in the morning and then the doctor came and wrote a "death certificate" for him.
for christ sake, what the fuck is this world coming to...the guy's dead for crying out loud...you need a bloody certificate to prove that he's dead!
sometimes somethings really really piss me off...sometimes somethings pisses everybody off.
then they decorated him with white flowers and then everybody sat and talked about how he died in his sleep and how he was normal yesterday and then the relatives started arriving..
two of them...no actually three cried..others didnt.
after an hour people had started to talk about other things..it was wierd...though this time it wasnt ok.
a man had died...but you know..he was old...it was his time...hell yeah.it was his time...huh..
then the people came with the car and they brought the stretcher thingy.
and then...
this woman was standing there and they were bringing dadu in the stretcher thingy and she was in their way and the stretcher was about to touch her and she saw that and she literally ran out of the way because she didnt want the stretcher with the dead old man on it to touch her.
i felt sick.
yeah i felt sick...no comments on this ..you do the commenting.

so anyway
people are born and people die...
though..
i never wanna die under a caption that says..
"17 were killed"...

so jim morrison said "something something taxi/cab to some place something and then something"

alright.
i need sleep.